
Can't get to sleep. Decided to blog, things ain't going smoothly between us. & yes, I'm to blame.
We compromised on some terms yet whenever I'm upset, I tend to break them without thinking about how he will feel. Very selfish of me, to not spare a thought for him before carrying out my actions. He's trying very hard to maintain this relationship, yet I'm not doing my part, I only make things worse, I do things to spoil it. I'm very remorseful for what I've done, I never want to do it again. Becuz I realised he's someone I'll never want to lose. We went thru so much tgt, I've never been with a guy for more than 3 months, but with him, it's gonna be a year soon. Yes, I never thought someone like this will pass-by my life and decide to stay :')
I hope it's not too late for me to change now, don't give up on me yet, I'll need some time to build up the trust. Lastly, I Love You
X♥X♥, BCWC